I LOVE SUNDAYS!

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Higher-Creed




All Sundays are unique are so different each week. With new t-shirts for newcomers (? ASK ME OUT) and new faces each week, its great to see each week be so different.
I just feel bad because i'm not able to catch up with people each week. It feels different now that our church is getting bigger. Sometimes I wish it was better when we were small and everyone knew each other. I guess its signs of the growing pains in our ministry. God has definitely been gracious to our ministry. I thank him so much for it.

As I woke up today after a frustrating night of cricket viewing, I looked outside my bedroom window to see the blue sky with just enough clouds to make it picturesque and to see my mother outside putting the laundry up, I sat up and had a mad cheese to myself. I think that although Australia is such a lazy country, we have trouble relaxing. It sounds ironic but it feels difficult relaxing after living such a tumultuous couple of weeks. Even to venture out to the city and relax has become something of a chore. Eddie was talking yesterday about how sometimes we just wish we could freeze time and anticipate that it would last for ages.
I had one of those moments this morning. I felt like that until all the thoughts of school, finding a grad job, unforeseeable circumstances in life and REALITY all flooded my brain. I'm not very profound so don't think that I'm depressed or anything like that. It just seems that its my current state.
I think Christopher Isherwood understands me when he says,

"I am a camera with its shutter open, quite passive, recording, not thinking."

God, I wish I could pray for more but I don't want to. I have too much right now. No more please!